The Awesome Why

Chuck Frye was a bright young man of 17, academically gifted and highly motivated.  After graduating near the top of his class in high school, he went on to college, where he continued to excel in his studies.  Upon completion of his B.S. degree, he applied for admittance to several medical schools. The competition for acceptance was, and is, fierce.  At the time, I was a professor at the University of Southern California School of Medicine, where only 106 students were admitted each year out of 6,000 applicants.  That was typical of accredited medical programs in that era.  Despite these long odds, Chuck was accepted at the University of Arizona School of Medicine and began his formal training in September.

During that first term, Chuck was thinking about the call of God on his life.  He began to feel that he should forgo high-tech medicine in some lucrative setting in favor of service on a foreign field.  This eventually became his definite plan for the future.  Toward the end of that first year of training, however, Chuck was not feeling well.  He began experiencing a strange and persistent fatigue.  He made an appointment for an examination in May and was soon diagnosed with acute leukemia.  Chuck Frye was dead by November.

How could Chuck's heartsick parents then, and how can we now, make sense of this incomprehensible act of God?  This young man loved Jesus Christ with all his heart and sought only to do His will.  Why was he taken in his prime despite many agonized prayers for his healing by godly family members and faithful friends? The Lord clearly said no to them all.  But why?

Thousands of young doctors complete their education every year and enter the medical profession, some for less than admirable reasons.  A tiny minority plan to spend their professional lives with the down and outers of the world.  But here was a marvelous exception. If permitted to live, Chuck could have treated thousands of poor and needy people who would otherwise suffer and die in utter hopelessness.  Not only could he have ministered to their physical needs, but his ultimate desire was to share the gospel with those who had never heard this greatest of stories.  Thus, his death simply made no sense.  Visualize with me the many desperately ill people Dr. Chuck Frye might have touched in his lifetime, some with cancer, some with tuberculosis, some with congenital disorders, and some too young to even understand their pain.  Why would Divine Providence deny them his dedicated service?

There is another dimension to the Frye story that completes the picture. Chuck became engaged to be married in March of that first year in medical school.  His fiancée was named Karen Ernst, and she was also a committed believer in Jesus Christ.  She learned of Chuck's terminal illness six weeks after their engagement, but she chose to go through with their wedding plans.  They became husband and wife in July, less than four months before his tragic death.  Karen then enrolled in medical school at the University of Arizona, and after graduation she became a medical missionary in Swaziland in southern Africa.  Dr. Frye served there in a church-sponsored hospital until 1992.  I'm sure she wonders--amidst so much suffering--why her brilliant young husband was not allowed to fulfill his mission as her medical colleague.  And, yes, I wonder too.

The great theologians of the world can contemplate the dilemma posed by Chuck Frye's death for the next 50 years, but they are not likely to produce a satisfying explanation.  God's purpose in this young man's demise is a mystery, and there it must remain.  Why, after much prayer, was Chuck granted admittance to medical school if he could not live to complete his training?  From whence came the missions call to which he responded?  Why was so much talent invested in a young man who would not be able to use it?  And why was life abbreviated in such a mature and promising student, whereas many drug addicts, winos, and evildoers survive into old age as burdens on society?  These troubling questions are much easier to pose than to answer.  And there are many others.

The Lord has not yet revealed His reasons for permitting the plane crash that took the lives of my four friends back in 1987.  They were among the finest Christian gentlemen I have ever known.  Hugo Schoellkopf was an entrepreneur and an extremely able member of the board of directors for Focus on the Family.  George Clark was a bank president and a giant of a man.  Dr. Trevor Mabrey was a gifted surgeon who performed nearly half of his operations at no charge to his patients.  He was a soft touch for anyone with a financial need.  And Creath Davis was a minister and author who was loved by thousands.  They were close friends who met regularly to study the Word and assure mutual accountability for what they were learning.  I loved these four men.  I had been with them the night before that last flight, when their twin-engine plane went down in the Absaroka mountain range in Wyoming.  There were no survivors.  Now their precious wives and children are left to struggle on alone.  Why?  What purpose was served by their tragic loss?  Why are Hugo and Gail's two sons, who are the youngest among the four families, deprived of the influence of their wise and compassionate father during their formative years?  I don't know, although the Lord has given Gail sufficient wisdom and strength to carry on alone.

At the first mention of the "awesome why," I think also of our respected friends, Jerry and Mary White.  Dr. White is president of the Navigators, a worldwide organization dedicated to knowing Christ and making Him known.  The Whites are wonderful people who love the Lord and live by the dictates of Scripture.  But they have already had their share of suffering.  Their son, Steve, drove a taxi for several months while seeking a career in broadcasting.  But he would never achieve his dream.  Steve was murdered late one night by a deranged passenger in the usually quiet city of Colorado Springs.  The killer was a known felon and drug abuser who had a long history of criminal activity.  When he was apprehended, the police learned that he had called for the cab with the intent of shooting whoever arrived to pick him up.  Any number of drivers might have responded.  Steve White took the call.  It was random brutality, beyond any rhyme or reason.  And it occurred within a family that had honored and served God for years in full-time Christian service.

I'm reminded of a church in Dallas, Texas, which was destroyed by a tornado some years ago.  The twister suddenly dropped from the boiling sky and "selected" this one structure for demolition.  Then it lifted again, damaging almost none of the surrounding territory.  How would you interpret this "act of God" if you were a member of that congregation?  Perhaps the Lord was displeased by something going on in the church, but I doubt if this was His way of showing it.  If that is how God deals with disobedience, then sooner or later every sanctuary will be in jeopardy.  So how do we explain the selective destruction of the twister?  I wouldn't try.  There are simply times when things go awry for reasons that may never be understood!

Further examples of inexplicable sorrows and difficulties could fill the shelves of the world's largest library, and every person on earth could contribute illustrations of his or her own.  Wars, famines, diseases, natural disasters, and untimely deaths are never easy to rationalize.  But large-scale miseries of this nature are sometimes less troubling to the individual than the circumstances that confront each of us personally.

Cancer, kidney failure, heart disease, sudden infant death syndrome, cerebral palsy, Down's syndrome, divorce, rape, loneliness, rejection, failure, infertility, widowhood!  These and a million other sources of human suffering produce inevitable questions that trouble the soul.  "Why would God permit this to happen to me?"  It is a question all believers--and many pagans--have struggled to answer.  And contrary to Christian teachings in some circles, the Lord typically does not rush in to explain what He is doing.

Book: When God Doesn't Make Sense

By Dr. James Dobson

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